where are my perfect boots?

i feel ashamed of myself! since last fall i've been looking for a pair of perfect boots, nothing fancy, just a pair of simple black long boots! i don't mind paying a little bit more for something classic and long lasting, but i'm not gonna spend like 6k (hk dollars)! i thought i would have a lot of options but NO! why is it so hard?

last week, i thought i've found them! i happened to come across this pair of cole haan by maria sharapova (not too attracted by the label, but they look not bad!!) i even realized that buying at their online store is much cheaper, and i could have my friend in us to ship the shoes to me!!

just before i made up my mind (i was so close to buying!!), i decided to go try them out again to play safe (i'm such a rational fashion loverrr) and... i think they're not as perfect as i thought! i don't think they fit my legs too well :( i just need a pair of classic black leather boots which look slim on me! why is it so hard? please let me know if you have any ideas! winter is coming soon!!